Watching Caroline dance Alice’s dance I became aware of the framing
devices, conscious and unconscious, that we use to make and to watch. So,
for me, Alice was the frame through which I experienced her friend Caroline,
through whom I experienced the dance. But what if you don’t know Alice?
What would you see? You’d see a slender blonde woman on a box in a yellow
dress. Watching, welcoming, warning, she’s a little wary of you as you enter
the space. I was really aware of how much simpler it would be for her to
communicate whatever it was she had to communicate, if she spoke to, or
with us. She did say that crazy “Hello” but it didn’t seem like it meant to be
“Hello”. It seemed to be communicating something else, more like “Help” or
“What?” But simple communication clearly isn’t the thing here. The wild
gesticulating, the constant acts of balancing, the accumulation of masses of
detail, the suddenly occurring extended moment with the sole of Caroline’s
foot wavering, or maybe waving slightly at us. There is a self-conscious
kookiness here, in the stop and start rhythm, in the purposeful disorder of the
gestures and postures, in the non-communicative communications with the
audience. Stay on the box Caroline. Don’t get off. It situates you and us, and it
specifically frames Alice’s dance in relation to the four other dances in our
near future. You’ve created the smallest of small spaces, which is a very
coherent concept inside the larger context of this Pieces For Small Spaces.
Caroline on a plinth, she’s plinthed; a living statue of womanhood at the tail
end of 2014, wild, delicate, needy, stoic, frail, encumbered, free. Did Alice put
you there or did we? Sometimes a dance generates a desire for something to
happen and its power, its affect, is in in the fact that it doesn’t happen.
So, the first performance, And Then. The woman in the yellow dress is Caroline
Meadan, who performs a solo choreographed by Alice Dixon. Its minimal score
begins with in silence. For some time I am convinced the birds outside, who
become very loud in the quiet, are a deliberate part of the recorded sound
design. (Maybe it is? I’m still unsure.) I like the air of happenstance this
generates.
Meaden is confined on the box, like a statue on a pedestal. Her movements are
neurotic, stuttering, clusters of anxiety and gathering and released tension. I think
of psychic imprisonment, of the throttling impositions of femininity. She moves off
the box, and Ashley Dyer’s sound design begins to register. Now the whole room
is open to her, and her movements are more free, more sensual. It’s a simple
dramaturgy, but expressed with complexity: the echoes of the previous tensions
are still present in her body, and the freedom of the room is not simple. There’s a
satisfying sense of completion about this dance that’s hard to trace.